My heart cannot beat for nothing.
I get all the attention but never from you
Like a nightmare, you torment me
Delve into my subconscious
When you say you will call, but don’t
I don’t even know if it’s because you’re genuinely busy
Or you just don’t care
You choose to call me when you want to talk
Am I just your side bitch?
But I still like you,
Still drawn to you
I can’t say no.
I need someone to brainwash me,
Remind me that I’m suffering,
Because you were older,
I thought you were going to be more responsible
Guess I was wrong.
And now I am stuck.
Do you love me?
Or do you not?
That is the question.
By Georgette and Shalom