That was it.
It was over.
I so badly wanted to call you and tell you that I love you
I secretly wanted every red blink on my phone to be a message from you
I wanted to tell you that this was a mistake.
That my decision,
Wasn’t a good decision.
That we should still be together.
But then my brain connected to my heart and reminded it:
“This isn’t the right time,”
“You both don’t have time for each other.”
I want to be with you!
But again, I seldom wait before another thought pops into my head
You can’t be in a relationship by yourself,
You need communication,
And you’re not gonna’ get it.
So as much as I wanna’ scream,
As much as I wanna’ shout all the way up to the heavens that:
I insert name here, want to be with you
And I won’t.
Right guy, wrong time,